Woke up this afternoon to a text message of my girlfriend telling me she wanted to break up. That it wasn't that she didn't like me, just that she enjoys being alone more. That she'd rather not be in a relationship at all. Day goes on depressingly until my mother comes in and tells me she needs to borrow some money from me. I don't have any left to give her. So she asks me to go to one of those FastCashNow places and help her get some. So I went up there, was late for work, got her 100 of the 250 she needed for a bill.
When I got in to work, they sent me home because I called a minute before I was supposed to be there. So no work tonight. Or tomorrow night, since it was supposed to be my 2 month anniversary and and I had asked for it off so I could do something nice for my girlfriend. Now I'll spend tomorrow probably playing AFI songs on Guitar Hero 5 and looking for a new job. I know it's nice to have a job at all... but As it stands, I only have 8 hours this week. Most people work that in a day. I can't live on this.
I'm ready to go now. Life isn't blooming here. I have no one holding me to this place anymore, and everything around me just makes me sick to my stomach. There's a taste in my mouth and it feels like death and ashes... I just want to move on, forget this day, and have something brighter to look forward to. People who appreciate me and a job that will bring me enough money to live on. Too much to ask for?
Probably.
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